life of a robot

At about 7.30am.. i just arrived at what so called office..i sat down at my chair.. acting like a boss then opened up my laptop… this is what i have been doing about 1 and half a month ago..

To be acting like a robot.. doing same routine everyday… is not my way of life actually..

But we human do not have other choice. Earning money, shoppings, eating same food everyday.. sometime i bear in my mind.. what a dull life human has lived for… I remember once before when my father said… ‘live with no aim”…  those words always come around my mind.. then I directly replied him in a very ironic way… “like you live with a very great aim before?’…  it sounds that way but i tried to make it not as rude as it was…

what is actually my aim.. what I am looking for?

For peace? richness?luxury?

but for how long I will stand for it.. something inside myself I can feel very empty.. honestly saying that we still want more for what we possess now.. I would say that in my mixed-scientific-way,”Desire boostly increases in proportion with what we capable of.

Thats how to describe what is human nature through my very own stupid words.

Soul needs to be fed by something we human continously searching for it.. It is lucky to be born as what I am now.Everything is going perfect outsides. Inside is what differentiating human with one another. But we all together have been growing up with same stuff feeding us typically.

Needy souls do not need materialism to be fulfilled. That is the first condition to find what we actually searching for.